8158 Podcast: Stories of Sacrifice

Episode 11: “When the Job Nearly Took Him: Kaegan’s Journey Through Trauma, Therapy & Survival (Part 2)

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In Part 2 of Kaegan’s powerful story, we go deeper into the mental and emotional toll of life in EMS. After a traumatic suicide call involving a 15-year-old boy, Kaegan found himself spiraling — facing panic attacks, heavy drinking, and a moment where he nearly ended his own life. But this chapter is also about the fight back. From EMDR therapy and first responder-focused counseling to becoming a father, getting married, and earning a position with a fire department — Kaegan shares what healing really looks like. He also recounts one of the most harrowing moments of his career: responding to a “sick person” call and being shot at by a man with a rifle. Through it all, Kaegan has remained committed to the job — and now hopes to one day create a nonprofit to support other first responders battling the silent weight of service. 💙 Support the mission: Donate to the William H. “Bill” Butler Jr. Foundation: 🔗 https://www.8158podcast.com/donate 🌐 Website: 🔗 https://www.8158podcast.com 🎙 Want to be a guest? Schedule an interview here: 🔗 https://8158podcast.com/contact-us 📢 Join our community & get exclusive content: 🔗 http://Patreon.com/8158podcast ⸻ 📲 Hashtags: #FirstResponderMentalHealth #BounceBackStory #EMSTrauma #StoriesOfSacrifice #BackTheBlue #YouAreNotAlone #fyp Let me know if you want a social media post or teaser quote to go with this drop 💙

Episode 10: Buried Beneath the Calls: Kaegan’s Story of Burnout, Loss, and the Cost of Silence (Part 1)

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In Part 1 of this powerful two-part episode, we meet Kaegan — an EMT and paramedic from Arizona — who opens up about the early days of his career, the loss of his firefighter father at 18, and the crushing weight of nonstop 911 calls. Kaegan shares what it was like to be thrown into the chaos of emergency medicine while silently carrying trauma, burnout, and anxiety. He takes us inside the culture of silence, the pressure to keep going, and how toxic leadership can quietly erode a responder’s mental health. This first half of his story is raw, honest, and a reminder of how many are struggling behind the uniform — and what it really takes to survive the job. 💙 Support the mission: Donate to the William H. “Bill” Butler Jr. Foundation: 🔗 https://www.8158podcast.com/donate 🌐 Website: 🔗 https://www.8158podcast.com 🎙 Want to be a guest? Schedule an interview here: 🔗 https://8158podcast.com/contact-us 📢 Join our community & get exclusive content: 🔗 http://Patreon.com/8158podcast ⸻ 📲 Hashtags: #FirstResponderMentalHealth #EMSBurnout #StoriesOfSacrifice #BackTheBlue #YouAreNotAlone #fyp Let me know when you’re ready for Part 2’s version!

Episode 9: “American Sheriff: Mark Lamb on Leadership, Legacy & Life After the Badge

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In this episode of the 8158 Podcast: Stories of Sacrifice, we sit down with Sheriff Mark Lamb—former Pinal County Sheriff and founder of TEN7 Consulting (https://www.ten7consulting.com)—to talk about his journey from patrol to public leadership and everything in between. We discuss his years in law enforcement, lessons learned in the line of duty, what it means to be a “constitutional sheriff,” and his mission now to train and mentor others through TEN7. Sheriff Lamb opens up about the challenges, the call to serve, and the legacy he hopes to leave behind. This is a powerful conversation about purpose, integrity, and continuing the mission beyond the badge. 💙 🎧 Listen now on Apple Podcasts: 🔗 https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/8158-podcast-stories-of-sacrifice/id1786888538
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Episode 8: “Back to the Badge: Redemption, Recovery & Resilience

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In Part 2 of Kristin’s journey, we dive deep into life behind the badge—and the battles that came with it. From the affair that forced a career crossroads, to the traumatic incident that left her with PTSD, Kristin opens up about the darkest parts of her story. After a brief detour through corrections and bail bonding, she hit rock bottom—but it wasn’t the end. Now a recovering alcoholic and back in uniform, Kristin shares what it’s like to serve a tiny town with just three officers, and how redemption can look like coming full circle. 💙 This is a story of second chances, restored purpose, and choosing to rise—even when it hurts. 🎧 Stream now and hear the powerful conclusion to Kristin’s two-part story. 💙 Support the mission: Donate to the William H. “Bill” Butler Jr. Foundation: 🔗 https://www.8158podcast.com/donate 🌐 Website: 🔗 https://www.8158podcast.com 🎙 Want to be a guest? Schedule an interview here: 🔗 https://8158podcast.com/contact-us 📢 Join our community & get exclusive content: 🔗 http://Patreon.com/8158podcast #8158Podcast #Resilience #FirstResponderMentalHealth #RedemptionStory #WomenInLawEnforcement #FYP #BackTheBlue

Episode 7: From Chaos to Calling: Kristin’s Journey into Service

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In Part 1 of this two-part series, Kristin shares the raw, unfiltered truth of her early life—growing up in rural Arkansas with a mother battling meth addiction, becoming a mom herself at 17, and walking through divorce by 21. When her sister suffered a seizure, a 911 call became a turning point—one that led Kristin to dispatch, ride-alongs, and eventually, the police academy. This episode explores the personal struggles and pivotal moments that shaped Kristin’s path to public service. It’s a story of pain, purpose, and the call to something greater. 🎧 Listen now and stay tuned for Part 2—where we dive into her time in uniform, the trauma she faced, and how she found her way back to the badge. 💙 Support the mission: Donate to the William H. “Bill” Butler Jr. Foundation: 🔗 https://www.8158podcast.com/donate 🌐 Website: 🔗 https://www.8158podcast.com 🎙 Want to be a guest? Schedule an interview here: 🔗 https://8158podcast.com/contact-us 📢 Join our community & get exclusive content: 🔗 http://Patreon.com/8158podcast #8158Podcast #FromChaosToClarity #FirstResponderStories #WomenInLawEnforcement #AddictionRecovery #FYP

Episode 6: From Navy Medic to Tennessee FTO: Nate on Service, Resilience & Mental Health 💙

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From being born in Japan to serving as a Navy EMT/medic and building a career in Texas EMS and Tennessee law enforcement, Nate’s journey is all about service, mentorship, and quiet strength. We talk rebuilding a small department, why he loves being an FTO, and the real differences he’s seen between Texas and Tennessee when it comes to first responder mental health. He also opens up about a critical early call involving infant loss and the weight of undiagnosed PTSD—plus a few unforgettable stories from the road. Content note: This episode includes discussion of infant loss (SIDS). Listen, share, and support the mission: 💙 Support the mission: Donate to the William H. “Bill” Butler Jr. Foundation: 🔗 https://www.8158podcast.com/donate 🌐 Website: 🔗 https://www.8158podcast.com 🎙 Want to be a guest? Schedule an interview here: 🔗 https://8158podcast.com/contact-us 📢 Join our community & get exclusive content: 🔗 http://Patreon.com/8158podcast Hashtags: #FirstResponderMentalHealth #RelentlessCourage #8158Podcast #BackTheBlue #YouAreNotAlone #LawEnforcement #EMS #NavyMedic #FTO #PTSDAwareness #Resilience #ServeWithHonor #ThinBlueLine #PublicSafety #StoriesOfSacrifice

Episode 5: Part 2: Behind the Headset, Beyond the Trauma — Emilee Landreth on Healing First Responders

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In Part 2 of our conversation with Emilee Landreth, former 911 dispatcher and licensed therapist, we pick up where we left off—unpacking the silent weight of trauma, the struggle to find support, and the power of choosing healing. Emilee shares what it’s like to walk away from chaos and step into purpose—helping other first responders navigate their own mental health journeys. From ride-alongs to real calls that still linger, this episode is packed with hard truths, encouragement, and resources to remind you: you’re not alone. 💙 ⸻ 📞 Need Help Now? Crisis & Peer Support Lines: 📱 First Responders Peer Support (24/7): 833-377-7648 📱 Frontline Helpline (24/7): 866-676-7500 📱 Veterans Crisis Line: 800-273-8255 opt 1 📱 Share The Load: 888-731-3473 📱 988 Suicide & Crisis Lifeline: Dial 988 📱 Crisis Text Line: Text “HELP” to 741741 📱 Next Rung: Text SUPPORT, COUNSELING, or TREATMENT to 833-698-7864 📱 Copline (LEO Only): 800-267-5463 ⸻ 👩‍⚕️ Therapist Contact – NC Only (Expanding Soon): Emilee Landreth, MSW, LCSW-A 📞 Office: 704-269-6068 | Crisis: 828-290-9125 🌐 http://www.tlctherapycenter.com 📧 resilientfrontlines@tlctherapycenter.com 🧠 Responder Support Services (WNC + Upstate SC): 📞 Office: 828-333-5708 | Crisis: 828-209-8038 ⸻ 🌐 Helpful Sites: 🔗 First Responder Center for Excellence (https://firstrespondercenter.org/resource-hub) 🔗 First Responders Foundation Mental Health Resources (https://firstrespondersfoundation.org/mental-health-resources-for-first-responders/) ⸻ 💙 Support the mission: Donate to the William H. “Bill” Butler Jr. Foundation 🔗 https://www.8158podcast.com/donate 🎧 Subscribe & Listen: 🔗 https://www.8158podcast.com 🎙️ Be a guest or share your story: 🔗 https://8158podcast.com/contact-us 🔥 Get exclusive content + ad-free episodes: 🔗 http://Patreon.com/8158podcast ⸻ #EmileeLandreth #FirstResponderTherapist #911Dispatch #MentalHealthSupport #BackTheBlue #YouAreNotAlone #TraumaHealing #FrontlineTherapy #RelentlessCourage #8158Podcast #StoriesOfSacrifice #FYP

Episode 4: Beyond the Darkness: Understanding Trauma & Finding the Light

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In this episode of the 8158 Podcast: Stories of Sacrifice, we sit down with David — coach, podcast host, and trauma educator behind Beyond the Darkness. Together, we explore what trauma really means, how it can silently shape our lives, and what healing can look like in real time. Whether you’re walking through it yourself or supporting someone who is, this conversation will leave you feeling seen, supported, and stronger than before. 💙 🧩 Resources, reflections, and small steps that make a big impact. 🛠️ Tools for understanding and coping with trauma. 🎙️ Real talk. No fluff. Just healing. — 💙 Support the mission: Donate to the William H. “Bill” Butler Jr. Foundation: 🔗 https://www.8158podcast.com/donate 🌐 Website: 🔗 https://www.8158podcast.com 🎙 Want to be a guest? Schedule an interview here: 🔗 https://8158podcast.com/contact-us 📢 Join our community & get exclusive content: 🔗 http://Patreon.com/8158podcast — 🧠 Listen to David’s show: Beyond the Darkness 🔗 https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/beyond-the-darkness-living-with-ptsd/id1794195917?i=1000706540273

Episode 3: Surviving the Badge: Ronda’s Story of Service, Loss & Resilience

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In this powerful episode of the 8158 Podcast: Stories of Sacrifice, we sit down with retired Montana police officer Ronda, who served 24 years in law enforcement and comes from a remarkable four-generation legacy of military and public service. She opens up about the deep trauma she’s carried—from critical incidents and personal loss, to the heartbreaking suicides of her FBI handler, her brother, and her co-sergeant. Ronda shares how PTSD has impacted her life, the toll it took on her relationships, and how she continues to fight for healing and hope. Her story was featured in the documentary Officer Involved by Patrick Shaver, and today she courageously brings her voice to this platform—reminding us all that behind the badge is a human heart still learning to survive. 💙 Support the mission: Donate to the William H. “Bill” Butler Jr. Foundation: 🔗 https://www.8158podcast.com/donate 🌐 Website: 🔗 https://www.8158podcast.com 🎙 Want to be a guest? Schedule an interview here: 🔗 https://8158podcast.com/contact-us 📢 Join our community & get exclusive content: 🔗 http://Patreon.com/8158podcast #FirstResponderMentalHealth #YouAreNotAlone #PTSDawareness #OfficerInvolved #BackTheBlue #StoriesOfSacrifice #8158Podcast #MentalHealthMatters #LineOfDuty #TraumaSurvivor #WomenInLawEnforcement #BlueFamily #HealingThroughStories

Episode 2: Love, Loss & Living With PTSD: Libby’s Story of Strength After Service

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Libby was the wife of Corey Anderson, a 101st Airborne veteran who served in Iraq and battled PTSD and TBI after his return. Despite years of seeking help through the VA and Vet Court, Corey died by suicide in October 2024. In this powerful episode, Libby shares what it was like being engaged during his deployment, the struggles of navigating the VA system, and the impact of losing him. Now a mother of four and a communications student, Libby is using her voice to advocate for mental health awareness, PTSD support, and veteran families. She opens up about her own healing journey and why she continues to fight for change. This story is one of heartbreak, resilience, and advocacy—and a reminder that no one should have to walk through trauma alone. 💙 Support the mission: Donate to the William H. “Bill” Butler Jr. Foundation: 🔗 https://www.8158podcast.com/donate 🌐 Website: 🔗 https://www.8158podcast.com 🎙 Want to be a guest? Schedule an interview here: 🔗 https://8158podcast.com/contact-us 📢 Join our community & get exclusive content: 🔗 http://Patreon.com/8158podcast ⸻ #PTSDawareness #VeteranMentalHealth #MilitarySpouse #StoriesOfSacrifice #YouAreNotAlone #BackTheBlue #TBI #8158Podcast #SurvivorStrong #MentalHealthMatters