8158 Podcast: Stories of Sacrifice
A heartfelt podcast honoring the sacrifices of first responders and their families. Through raw and inspiring stories, host Rico explores the bravery, resilience, and love that define their lives. Each episode sheds light on the personal challenges and triumphs behind the badge, offering listeners a deeper understanding of the human side of service. Together, we celebrate their dedication and preserve their legacy. 💙
Episodes

Aug 3, 2025
Aug 3, 2025
1hr 7 min
DISCLAIMER:
The views, opinions, and experiences shared in this episode belong solely to the guest and do not necessarily reflect those of the 8158 Podcast, its hosts, sponsors, or affiliates.
The stories shared are based on personal experiences and perspectives. While every effort is made to present information responsibly, the podcast does not verify or guarantee the accuracy or completeness of any statements made by guests.
This content is provided for informational and storytelling purposes only and should not be interpreted as factual claims, professional advice, or official representation of any organization.
Listener discretion is advised.
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In this powerful episode of the 8158 Podcast: Stories of Sacrifice, we sit down with retired Montana police officer Ronda, who served 24 years in law enforcement and comes from a remarkable four-generation legacy of military and public service. She opens up about the deep trauma she’s carried—from critical incidents and personal loss, to the heartbreaking suicides of her FBI handler, her brother, and her co-sergeant. Ronda shares how PTSD has impacted her life, the toll it took on her relationships, and how she continues to fight for healing and hope. Her story was featured in the documentary Officer Involved by Patrick Shaver, and today she courageously brings her voice to this platform—reminding us all that behind the badge is a human heart still learning to survive. 💙 Support the mission: Donate to the William H. “Bill” Butler Jr. Foundation: 🔗 https://www.8158podcast.com/donate 🌐 Website: 🔗 https://www.8158podcast.com 🎙 Want to be a guest? Schedule an interview here: 🔗 https://8158podcast.com/contact-us 📢 Join our community & get exclusive content: 🔗 http://Patreon.com/8158podcast #FirstResponderMentalHealth #YouAreNotAlone #PTSDawareness #OfficerInvolved #BackTheBlue #StoriesOfSacrifice #8158Podcast #MentalHealthMatters #LineOfDuty #TraumaSurvivor #WomenInLawEnforcement #BlueFamily #HealingThroughStories

Jul 30, 2025
Jul 30, 2025
1hr 36 min
DISCLAIMER:
The views, opinions, and experiences shared in this episode belong solely to the guest and do not necessarily reflect those of the 8158 Podcast, its hosts, sponsors, or affiliates.
The stories shared are based on personal experiences and perspectives. While every effort is made to present information responsibly, the podcast does not verify or guarantee the accuracy or completeness of any statements made by guests.
This content is provided for informational and storytelling purposes only and should not be interpreted as factual claims, professional advice, or official representation of any organization.
Listener discretion is advised.
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Libby was the wife of Corey Anderson, a 101st Airborne veteran who served in Iraq and battled PTSD and TBI after his return. Despite years of seeking help through the VA and Vet Court, Corey died by suicide in October 2024. In this powerful episode, Libby shares what it was like being engaged during his deployment, the struggles of navigating the VA system, and the impact of losing him. Now a mother of four and a communications student, Libby is using her voice to advocate for mental health awareness, PTSD support, and veteran families. She opens up about her own healing journey and why she continues to fight for change. This story is one of heartbreak, resilience, and advocacy—and a reminder that no one should have to walk through trauma alone. 💙 Support the mission: Donate to the William H. “Bill” Butler Jr. Foundation: 🔗 https://www.8158podcast.com/donate 🌐 Website: 🔗 https://www.8158podcast.com 🎙 Want to be a guest? Schedule an interview here: 🔗 https://8158podcast.com/contact-us 📢 Join our community & get exclusive content: 🔗 http://Patreon.com/8158podcast ⸻ #PTSDawareness #VeteranMentalHealth #MilitarySpouse #StoriesOfSacrifice #YouAreNotAlone #BackTheBlue #TBI #8158Podcast #SurvivorStrong #MentalHealthMatters

Jul 27, 2025
Jul 27, 2025
58 min
DISCLAIMER:
The views, opinions, and experiences shared in this episode belong solely to the guest and do not necessarily reflect those of the 8158 Podcast, its hosts, sponsors, or affiliates.
The stories shared are based on personal experiences and perspectives. While every effort is made to present information responsibly, the podcast does not verify or guarantee the accuracy or completeness of any statements made by guests.
This content is provided for informational and storytelling purposes only and should not be interpreted as factual claims, professional advice, or official representation of any organization.
Listener discretion is advised.
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Emilee Landreth knows what it’s like to be behind the headset when everything goes wrong. After five years in dispatch—fielding line-of-duty deaths, suicides, and trauma with no access to debriefings—she knew something had to change. Now a licensed therapist in North Carolina, Emilee is on a mission to serve those who serve us. In this powerful episode, she shares her personal journey from dispatch to mental health, how her law enforcement roots shaped her career, and what she wants every first responder to know about healing, trauma, and hope. 💙 Whether you’re struggling silently or just need someone who gets it—this one’s for you. ⸻ 📞 Need Help Now? Crisis & Peer Support Lines: 🧠 First Responders Peer Support (24/7): 833-377-7648 🧠 Frontline Helpline (24/7): 866-676-7500 🧠 Veterans Crisis Line: 800-273-8255 opt 1 🧠 Share The Load: 888-731-3473 🧠 988 Suicide & Crisis Lifeline: Dial 988 📱 Crisis Text Line: Text “HELP” to 741741 📱 Next Rung: Text SUPPORT, COUNSELING, or TREATMENT to 833-698-7864 🚔 Copline (LEO Only): 800-267-5463 ⸻ 👩⚕️ Therapist Contact – NC Only (Expanding Soon): Emilee Landreth, MSW, LCSW-A 📞 Office: 704-269-6068 | Crisis: 828-290-9125 🌐 http://www.tlctherapycenter.com 📧 resilientfrontlines@tlctherapycenter.com 🧠 Responder Support Services (WNC + Upstate SC): 📞 Office: 828-333-5708 | Crisis: 828-209-8038 ⸻ 🌐 Helpful Sites: 📚 First Responder Center for Excellence (https://firstrespondercenter.org/resource-hub) 📚 First Responders Foundation Mental Health Resources (https://firstrespondersfoundation.org/mental-health-resources-for-first-responders/) ⸻ 💙 Support the mission: Donate to the William H. “Bill” Butler Jr. Foundation 🔗 https://www.8158podcast.com/donate 🎙️ Subscribe & Listen: 🔗 https://www.8158podcast.com 📢 Join us on Patreon: 🔗 http://Patreon.com/8158podcast 💬 Be a guest or share your story: 🔗 https://8158podcast.com/contact-us ⸻ #EmileeLandreth #FirstResponderTherapist #911Dispatch #MentalHealthSupport #BackTheBlue #YouAreNotAlone #TraumaHealing #FrontlineTherapy #RelentlessCourage #8158Podcast #StoriesOfSacrifice #FYP

Jul 23, 2025
Jul 23, 2025
1hr 5 min
DISCLAIMER:
The views, opinions, and experiences shared in this episode belong solely to the guest and do not necessarily reflect those of the 8158 Podcast, its hosts, sponsors, or affiliates.
The stories shared are based on personal experiences and perspectives. While every effort is made to present information responsibly, the podcast does not verify or guarantee the accuracy or completeness of any statements made by guests.
This content is provided for informational and storytelling purposes only and should not be interpreted as factual claims, professional advice, or official representation of any organization.
Listener discretion is advised.
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This special bonus episode was recorded live with Darryl, a National Guard Veteran, as he shares his journey through service, transition, and personal growth. Hosted by Rico, this conversation dives deep into what it means to serve, adapt, and find purpose after the uniform. 📍 Please note: Due to the live setting and close recording setup, you may hear some light feedback and background noise throughout the episode. — 💙 Support the mission: https://www.8158podcast.com/donate 🎙 Be a guest: https://8158podcast.com/contact-us 🌐 Explore more: https://www.8158podcast.com 🎧 Get exclusive content: http://Patreon.com/8158podcast

Jul 16, 2025
Jul 16, 2025
8 min
DISCLAIMER:
The views, opinions, and experiences shared in this episode belong solely to the guest and do not necessarily reflect those of the 8158 Podcast, its hosts, sponsors, or affiliates.
The stories shared are based on personal experiences and perspectives. While every effort is made to present information responsibly, the podcast does not verify or guarantee the accuracy or completeness of any statements made by guests.
This content is provided for informational and storytelling purposes only and should not be interpreted as factual claims, professional advice, or official representation of any organization.
Listener discretion is advised.
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In this powerful bonus episode, we’re flipping the mic around as 8158 Podcast creator and host, Rico, opens up about his next chapter—stepping into life coaching. After years of simply surviving—pushing through pain, grief, and identity shifts—Rico found purpose through storytelling. Now, he’s ready to help others move from just surviving to fully living. 💬 He shares: • What survival mode really looks like • How his healing journey began • Why he’s launching coaching for people ready to rewrite their story • What his coaching will look like (1:1, group, and digital tools) If you’ve ever felt stuck, lost, or unsure of what’s next—this one’s for you. 💙 Support the mission: Donate to the William H. “Bill” Butler Jr. Foundation: 🔗 https://www.8158podcast.com/donate 🌐 Website: 🔗 https://www.8158podcast.com 🎙 Want to be a guest? Schedule an interview here: 🔗 https://8158podcast.com/contact-us 📢 Join our community & get exclusive content: 🔗 http://Patreon.com/8158podcast #FromSurvivalToLiving #RewriteYourStory #LifeAfterTrauma #8158Podcast #BackTheBlue #YouAreNotAlone #StoriesOfSacrifice #FirstResponderMentalHealth #RelentlessCourage

Jul 9, 2025
Jul 9, 2025
51 min
DISCLAIMER:
The views, opinions, and experiences shared in this episode belong solely to the guest and do not necessarily reflect those of the 8158 Podcast, its hosts, sponsors, or affiliates.
The stories shared are based on personal experiences and perspectives. While every effort is made to present information responsibly, the podcast does not verify or guarantee the accuracy or completeness of any statements made by guests.
This content is provided for informational and storytelling purposes only and should not be interpreted as factual claims, professional advice, or official representation of any organization.
Listener discretion is advised.
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In this deeply personal episode of 81-58: Stories of Sacrifice, host Rico steps into the spotlight to share his own story—one of pain, resilience, redemption, and purpose. Born in Oakland and raised in chaos, Rico found himself caught in a cycle of instability, incarceration, and searching for direction. From foster care and boys camp to prison and parole, his path was anything but easy. But through it all, he discovered strength, found healing, and uncovered a purpose that would one day become this very podcast. Hear how the death of his cousin, Sheriff’s Deputy Billy Butler, became the turning point that gave birth to 81-58 Podcast—a platform honoring the sacrifices of first responders and their families. 💙 Get ready for an honest, emotional, and inspiring story of transformation. 🎧 Episode drops January 8, 2025. 📲 Trailer available now on all platforms! ⸻ 💙 Support the mission: Donate to the William H. “Bill” Butler Jr. Foundation: 🔗 https://www.8158podcast.com/donate 🌐 Website: 🔗 https://www.8158podcast.com 🎙 Want to be a guest? Schedule an interview here: 🔗 https://8158podcast.com/contact-us 📢 Join our community & get exclusive content: 🔗 http://Patreon.com/8158podcast ⸻ #8158Podcast #StoriesOfSacrifice #FirstResponderSupport #BackTheBlue #RedemptionStory #FromPrisonToPurpose #YouAreNotAlone

Jul 7, 2025
Jul 7, 2025
2 min
DISCLAIMER:
The views, opinions, and experiences shared in this episode belong solely to the guest and do not necessarily reflect those of the 8158 Podcast, its hosts, sponsors, or affiliates.
The stories shared are based on personal experiences and perspectives. While every effort is made to present information responsibly, the podcast does not verify or guarantee the accuracy or completeness of any statements made by guests.
This content is provided for informational and storytelling purposes only and should not be interpreted as factual claims, professional advice, or official representation of any organization.
Listener discretion is advised.
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🎙️ 8158 Podcast: We’re Taking a Short Break 💙 The Stories of Sacrifice podcast is pressing pause — but not for long! We’ll be back with brand new full-length interviews starting June 27, but in the meantime, don’t miss our bonus episodes every Wednesday! These drops will include follow-ups with past guests, powerful new content from Rico, and maybe even details on a live event 👀🔥 Need to reach out or just want to talk? 📞 Support Hotline: 209-542-8158 📧 Email: ContactUs@8158podcast.com Note: Rico is not a licensed therapist and cannot offer legal advice, but this is a safe space to speak — and he will listen. 💙 Support the mission: Donate to the William H. “Bill” Butler Jr. Foundation: 🔗 https://www.8158podcast.com/donate 🌐 Website: 🔗 https://www.8158podcast.com 🎙 Want to be a guest? Schedule an interview here: 🔗 https://8158podcast.com/contact-us 📢 Join our community & get exclusive content: 🔗 http://Patreon.com/8158podcast ⸻ #BackTheBlue #YouAreNotAlone #8158Podcast #StoriesOfSacrifice #FirstResponderMentalHealth #RelentlessCourage #SupportOurHeroes #BehindTheBadge #ThinBlueLine #PodcastCommunity #MentalHealthMatters

Jul 6, 2025
Jul 6, 2025
1hr 33 min
DISCLAIMER:
The views, opinions, and experiences shared in this episode belong solely to the guest and do not necessarily reflect those of the 8158 Podcast, its hosts, sponsors, or affiliates.
The stories shared are based on personal experiences and perspectives. While every effort is made to present information responsibly, the podcast does not verify or guarantee the accuracy or completeness of any statements made by guests.
This content is provided for informational and storytelling purposes only and should not be interpreted as factual claims, professional advice, or official representation of any organization.
Listener discretion is advised.
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In this powerful episode, we sit down with Emma—a first responder, wife, and mother—who shares her journey from adoption through EMS, all while battling invisible wounds. Emma talks about losing her father, feeling guilty for not being there, and how that pain eventually guided her toward a career in emergency medicine. She walks us through the highs and lows of EMT school, raising a family in a dual first responder household, and learning to prioritize her mental health after hitting a breaking point. Emma’s story reminds us that behind every uniform is a human fighting battles we often don’t see. This conversation is one of healing, grit, and hope. 🎙️ 💙 Support the mission: Donate to the William H. “Bill” Butler Jr. Foundation: 🔗 https://www.8158podcast.com/donate 🌐 Website: 🔗 https://www.8158podcast.com 🎙 Want to be a guest? Schedule an interview here: 🔗 https://8158podcast.com/contact-us 📢 Join our community & get exclusive content: 🔗 http://Patreon.com/8158podcast #FirstResponderMentalHealth #RelentlessCourage #PTSDRecovery #MentalHealthMatters #BackTheBlue #YouAreNotAlone #8158Podcast #StoriesOfSacrifice

Jul 4, 2025
Jul 4, 2025
2hr 38 min
DISCLAIMER:
The views, opinions, and experiences shared in this episode belong solely to the guest and do not necessarily reflect those of the 8158 Podcast, its hosts, sponsors, or affiliates.
The stories shared are based on personal experiences and perspectives. While every effort is made to present information responsibly, the podcast does not verify or guarantee the accuracy or completeness of any statements made by guests.
This content is provided for informational and storytelling purposes only and should not be interpreted as factual claims, professional advice, or official representation of any organization.
Listener discretion is advised.
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In this powerful episode, we team up with Tyler Burns from The Debrief Podcast for a raw and honest conversation about the mental health crisis facing our first responders.
We dive into the stigma surrounding PTSI/PTSD, the fear of speaking out, and the real-life consequences that silence can bring. Together, we explore what needs to change within departments to create safe, supportive environments — and how policy shifts can help save lives.
This isn’t just a conversation — it’s a call to action.
🎥 Watch it on Patreon: patreon.com/8158podcast

Jul 2, 2025
Jul 2, 2025
1hr 8 min
DISCLAIMER:
The views, opinions, and experiences shared in this episode belong solely to the guest and do not necessarily reflect those of the 8158 Podcast, its hosts, sponsors, or affiliates.
The stories shared are based on personal experiences and perspectives. While every effort is made to present information responsibly, the podcast does not verify or guarantee the accuracy or completeness of any statements made by guests.
This content is provided for informational and storytelling purposes only and should not be interpreted as factual claims, professional advice, or official representation of any organization.
Listener discretion is advised.
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AJ’s story is one of survival, strength, and service. Emancipated at 15 and raised in a home marked by addiction and abuse, she found her way into emergency medicine—not just as a career, but as a calling. Now with over a decade of experience in EMS, AJ opens up about the organized chaos she thrives in, the pediatric calls that still sit heavy on her heart, and the deep “why” behind the work she does. This episode is raw, powerful, and deeply human. If you’ve ever wondered how someone turns pain into purpose—AJ’s story is one you won’t forget. 💙 Support the mission: Donate to the William H. “Bill” Butler Jr. Foundation: 🔗 https://www.8158podcast.com/donate 🌐 Website: 🔗 https://www.8158podcast.com 🎙 Want to be a guest? Schedule an interview here: 🔗 https://8158podcast.com/contact-us 📢 Join our community & get exclusive content: 🔗 http://Patreon.com/8158podcast ⸻ #FirstResponderMentalHealth #SurvivorStory #EMSStrong #8158Podcast #YouAreNotAlone #StoriesOfSacrifice







